Hello there. I'm the most spontanious person everrrrrr see look at those random italics im so cool..... Umm so i just randomly type things because YOU CANT STOP ME oh yeah u can call me Angel and i am an it/itz
Date: 10/25/25
Mood: idk like sleepy
hey my lil sigma sauce so um im writing this bc im mostly sane rn (im the most sane at 3 pm btw bc school lets out) and i just wanted to let u know that i might curse or threaten violence or be depressing and stuff like that so yeah
Here have a cookie
.....oh wait i dont want to spend effort adding a cookie image maybe ill add one someday
Date: 10/26/25
Mood: dead
Wow this sucks I cant remember anything that's ever happened to me I dont remember what I just did actually thats not true I opened this website to write this down wow are you proud of me
AAAAAAAAAA oh idk what that was im just spontaniously writing here
soooo ummmmm wat is ur biggest fear no reason im just curious
i dont have one i just am afraid
Date: 10/27/25
Mood: on fire maybe
ghghghghghgggggghhhhhhhh ok today i can remember something now i have to go to school tomorrow
.........its only monday
wow i hate school
i dont even have a reason- like im not really failing any classes and i have a few nice friends and nobody actively bullies me ig but i still just hate everyhting
every time someone texts me i get nervous and ghost them like buddy what did they do to u just say hi or somethin DONT GHOST THEM BC UR SO BAD AT SOCIALIZING you absolute flipping dissapointment (i dont feel like cursing rn cuz MEOWMEOWMEOW)
Date: 10/28/25
Mood: my eyes hurt
I didnt sleep at all but it was worth it because I finished another book!!! Im like actually addicted to reading which is a pretty good thing to be addicted to in the grand scheme of things i guess.... but i havent slept in multiple days so ummmmm
It was worth it tho!!! Literally i love fiction so much i wish the apocolypse would just start already so i could finally get what i want. Death or heroism...... It's pretty good odds id say. Id do anything for the world to shatter and somoene to invent magic or smthn likt that....
The Webtoon dudes have it good..... what I wouldnt give to have my entire world thrown into the 'system' or whtever generic magic thingy they come up w....
Date: 10/29/25
Mood: happy for once
Its so colllddddddd it was a high of SIXTY FIVE DEGREES TODAY and thats insane for Texas so ummmmm we had a snow day even though there wasnt any snow that was a lie i dont know why i said that why did i lie i hate how easily i lie....
Date: 10/30/25
Mood: going insane
TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN AND IM FREAKING OUT WHAT DO I WEAR ARE PEOPLE GOING TO JUDGE ME HELP ME
.....It may or may not be 3am and i may or may not have made an entire costume from scratch in the middle of the night kill me i hate this why do i care so much it isnt fair why does this happen to me i care so much about everyhting and i cant help it no matter what i do its never enough
Goodnight, and wish me luck tomorrow. i hope this was worth it.
Date: 10/31/25
Mood: jkklajfejsjf
The cold makes me feel so..... so empty.
It feels like im looking back on my life from years away, like im not the one experiencing this.
I dont feel cold. im wearing a short sleeved shirt and i still dont feel cold. Ive heard that people feel comfortably warm right before they die of hypothermia
Maybe i wouldnt mind dying, as long as i come back as a ghost. I could watch what everyody does like a fly on the wall. Wouldnt that be fun?
Anyways, happy halloween little sigma. What r u dressing up as? (I'm Elliot from Forsaken btw)
Date: 11/4/25
Mood: sad for no reason
Before you say it, yes i know i havent added an entry to this for a few days. I get unmotivated during the weekend.
ANYWAYS ive been coding something for my dad recently, becasue he wants me to be a programmer like him when i grow up. But he knows I dont like coding and he gets really sad sometimes because i dont share his interests... so out of pity im making a roblox game for him bc why not.
its called bloodlust and is a forsaken inspired game... so ummmmm ill tell yall when its out k? YOU'LL PLAY IT RIGHT, k? but its not out yet so dont sweat:3
Date: 11/5/25
Mood: idk man
Embroidery can now be added to my list of things i can do sorta. It hurts my fingers, and the needle gets stuck
But i made some pretty cool stars on my convention bag so yay ig
Date: 11/6/25
Mood: sensitive
Someone saw me using my phone at school and i got it taken away. That happens all the time to other people, so why does it hurt so much?
Why am i so sensitive to thsi stuff? everyhting anyone ever criticizes me over sticks with me forever and i can never move on no matter how small the thing is
Why do i have to me so sensitive to thsi stuff? Why can't i just be a failure like everyone else?
Date: 11/7/25
Mood: flammable
ashjknddddddghhhhhhhh
am i hallucinating or idk. idk whats goin on
mah head herts are u supposed to taek 4 benadryl if u have a headache/? bc i did
but ont worry bro i m good im fine im so sigma benardyrlryl can t hurt me heheheheheeheheheee :]
ill be fine i thingk
EDIT: yeah im fine i just slept for like an hour or smthn idk what time it is but at least my headache is gone now. who knew Benadryl could cause me to literally go insane.....